Here we go again,, i'm back in bloggie world!

Sooo,, after a looong time i've struggled with my own feelings, i guess now it's the right time to move on. Well, it needs time though to recover all the mistakes in the past. hemm hemm..

Today, i started my day with a bit worried with those bad possibilities and yakk, to good to be true, ternyata semua itu kejadian juga. But i didn't want to take it seriously sih wpun sempet kesel to de max. After it's all done, finally it's time for me to go and refresh all my brain with those stupid people hahaha. PIM is our destination, YEAAH!!

A lot of laughs..

A lot of stories..

A lot of foods..

and so on..

I knew it, it would be fun there! hahaha

thanks for that friendship and thanks for the moment :)

guess it's enough for now..

get ready to sleep for tomorrow,,

padus for "Pengukuhan Guru Besar PMBS" at 07.30 WIB in Prasetiya Mulya Cilandak ~

goooodddnitteee,, smoooch! :* :*

Better in Life?

Good Mowning to all the bloggers' reader!

Lama tak bersua, lama tak mengetik, dan lama tak berinfo, hahaha.. So, here we go again, i'm back to the bloggie world after i realized that there are so many new thingies in this blog thingy. Ooyeaa!!

First of all, now is at 01.50 am WIB (GMT +7) midnight time for Indons. Crazy with the time, eugh?! Nevermind, forget it! haha.

Ohh well.. Here's the topic for tonight: "BETTER IN LIFE!", just like my new bloggie's name, yea! Actually, i have no idea why i chose that name for my blog. What in my head now is all about inspiring others with those words. That's just 3 simple words in 1 sentence, but it really has a beautiful meaning for everyone. For me, that's like a support sentence for all of us. Traits were there and will always be there in our life. You don't have to worry though 'cause you have God who guide you all the way home to His place. So, just trust in Him, then you'll get the right way and of course you will know the meaning of those 3 words.

I guess it's enough for tonight, see ya next time 'till i have time and idea what to write hahaha.

Have a tight sleep for the Asians and Have a nice evening to all the Americans!

GodBless :)

SMILE (Charlie Chaplin)

Smile

tho'

your heart is aching,

Smile

Even though it's breaking,

When there are clouds in the sky- You'll get by,

If you

Smile through your fear and sorrow,

Smile and maybe tomorrow

You'll see the sun come shining through- For you.

Light up your face with gladness,

Hide ev'ry trace of sadness,

Altho' a tear may be ever so near,

That's the time you must keep on trying,

Smile- What's the use of crying,

You'll find that life is still worthwhile,

If you just smile.

This is what I am listening to..

Intro:

Apa yang sedang aku alami hari ini,

seringkali membuatku berpikir betapa besarnya bebanku,

betapa beratnya pergumulanku.

Tapi saat ini Engkau datang, ya Tuhan

dan berkata, 'bukan itu yang harus engkau pikirkan

tapi pikirkanlah dgn siapa engkau berjalan,

kepada siapa engkau berharap.'

Karena Engkau, Tuhan yang mampu melakukan segala perkara.

HANYA KEPADA-NYA KU 'KAN BERLARI
DI SAAT KU BIMBANG DALAM HIDUPKU
YANG AKU PERCAYA DALAM HADIRAT-NYA
ADA KEKUATAN YANG BARU

WALAU KU MELANGKAH DALAM TEKANAN
BADAI PENCOBAAN DATANG MENGHADANG
YANG AKU PERCAYA DALAM HADIRAT-NYA
ADA KEKUATAN YANG BARU

REFF :
KU KAN TERBANG TINGGI BAGAI RAJAWALI
DI ATAS SEGALA PERSOALAN HIDUPKU
DAN AKU PERCAYA SAAT KU BERSAMA DIA
TIADA YANG MUSTAHIL BAGI DIA

thanks GOD for this song..

berat rasanya..

hmpf.. again.. again.. and again..

malem2 sendiri di kamar..

udah gtaw berapa kali ngalamin hal keq gini, sakiiittt rasanya trus2 keq gni huff. cape juga rasanya untuk nahan semua rasa rinduku ini. berawal dari sendiri di kamar, ga ad org yg bisa gw ajak ngobrol, cuma tv doang yg jadi tmn sama laptop ini.

nahh di saat itu lah pikiran2 gw akan masa lalu muncul bgitu aj, yaaa sesuatu yang membanggakan sih cm sebagai penghibur dlm diri spy ada sesuatu di otak gw yg bs gw pikirin. tapi koq hasilnya malah bad yahh?! :(

yahh bginilah, prasaan gw memburuk dan malah jadi kangen banget banget sama mreka. apalagi dgn gw liat video2 konyol itu. yahh gw emang tersenyum dan bahkan ketawa, tp ttp hati gw sakid krn gw kangen berat. pdhl gw tau it's impossible utk bs penuhin keinginan gw itu sekarang juga.

well i know, we dont know about the future. we dont know as well if we could meet them again. yahh contohnya aja sama sister gw yg satu ini, dl gw sedih2 ria ga bs ketemu, tapi dgn seiring berjalannya waktu, semua itu bisa aja terjadi tanpa kita apa yg akan terjadi nantinya. hmm.. soo for now, i just can pray for the future, sapa tau gw bs ktemu mrk lagi ato bahkan mengulang kebahagiaan yang sama dgn masa lalu gw.

help me GOD!

menangis untuk tersenyum :')

idk.

there are a lot of things i want to share,

BUT i don't know how and even WHAT..

there's a strange feeling in my heart,

which i don't know WHAT..

YESS i DO want to share with someone,

BUT idk what b'cause i have too many things to tell..

YESS i DO miss them to tell everything bout my feeling,

BUT i can't do it anymore for now, which idk why..

ada apa denganku sbenernya??

helep mee...

It kills me!

idk actually what's wrong with me,

idk actually why i did the stupid things like that,

and idk how to control my feelings..

hell yea it kills me, makes me more sentitive and get angry easily!

i DO want to share this feeling to someone but idk who.

i DO feel annoyed with this freak feelings.

hmm.. guess it happens since that moment.

i started get mad to her and think about what she has done to me (the bad one).

sorry for that,,

please GOD help me to forgive allll the things she has done to me

and teach me to be able to accept these conditions.

I've messed up my whole week :'(