LIKE or LOVE ?!

Love without expectations and regret ‘cause life is short
For all you people who say “I LOVE YOU” when you have no clue what love is exactly! Something to ponder upon ….

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest ?? - It isn’t love, it’s LIKE

You can’t keep your eyes or hands off of her, am I right ?? - It isn’t love, it’s LUST

Are you proud and eager to show her off ?? - It isn’t love, it’s LUCK

Do you want her because you know she’s there ?? - It isn’t love, it’s LONELINESS

Are you with her because she kissed you or held your hand ?? - It isn’t love, it’s LOW CONFIDENCE

Do you stay for her confessions of love because you don’t want to hurt her ?? - It isn’t love, it’s PITY

Do you belong to her because the sight of her makes your heart skip a beat ?? - It isn’t love, it’s INFATUATION

Do you pardon her faults because you care about her ?? - It isn’t love, it’s FRIENDSHIP

Do you tell her everyday she is the only one you think of ?? - It isn’t love, it’s LIE

Are you willing to give up all if your favorite things for her sake ?? - It isn’t love, it’s CHARITY

Does your heart ache and break when she’s sad ? - Then it’s LOVE

Do you cry for her pain, even when she’s strong ? - Then it’s LOVE

Do her eyes see your true heart and touch your soul so deeply it hurts ? - Then it’s LOVE

Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you to her ? - Then it’s LOVE

Do you accept her faults because it’s a part of who she is ? - Then it’s LOVE

Are you attracted to others, but stay with her faithfully without regret ? - Then it’s LOVE

Would you give her your heart, your life, your death ? - Then it’s LOVE

Now, if love is painful and tortures us so, why do we love ? Why is all we search for in life ?
This pain, this agony ? Why is it all we long for ?
This torture, this powerful death of self ? Why ?
The answer is so simple ‘cause it’s … LOVE
It is such an addictive thing than even people who aren’t having it wish to experience it and share it with others as well

So … What do you feel ? LIKE or LOVE ??

bro ? sist ?

wat do i need ?

i need ..

some1 who can understand me

some1 who can listen at me

some1 who can be with me when i need him/her

some1 who cares to me

who are they actually ?

BIG BROTHER

LIL' SISTER

yeaa ..

i really want to have them in my life

i want to have a BIG BROTHER

who can take care of me

who can give some advices to me

i want to have a LIL' SISTER

who can understand me

who can listen at me

who can share somethin with me

is it possible to have them to be in my life ??

reborn gurl

is it me ?

am i de real Icha ?

feel like i have a new life

love fashion

care bout my look

'pengen terlihat ok'

etc ..

all about fashion

is my life now !

always wanna go shoppin'

wanna find some good dresses

some good clothes

some good short-pants

some good things to wear

i'm a shopaholic gurl now

xp

. a reborn gurl is here .

new life new habit

life is complicated
it will always change
it was me but it's not me
me in the past isn't as the same as me now

me in the past ..
like shopping ? NO
like using dresses ? NO
like fashion ? NO
like partying ? NO
like to hangout till morns ? NO
like eating ? YES

boyish ? YES

me now ..
like shopping ? YESS
like using dresses ? YESS
like fashion ? YESS
like partying ? YESS
like to hangout till morns ? YESS
like eating ? NO more
-i'm on diet n try to be thin-
boyish ? NO more
-try to be more girly-

it's life
always change as the time goes by
it changes our life
new life new habit

alone

everytime i'm at home
i feel soo lonely
i feel like i need sum1 to b with me
but she/he must b my friend

its kinda weird for me
i always wanna b with them
whereas i know that i cant b with them all day long
they have their own bussiness
but dunno why
i really wanna b with them
to make me feel happy
to make me feel not alone

it makes me cry every night
it makes me remember all things wat i've done with my friends
i hate to b like this !
i'm so childish ..
cry every night
n always wanna b with my friends
damn !
really wanna change my habit
dun wanna cry every night anymore
i wanna b strong

please help me, God !
its so complicated huff
i'm afraid to b lonely >.<

finally its over

thx GOD for all
thx a lot cos finally da xmas carol is over
it was great we cud do it well
it was fun when we were there
eventho we were a bit busy
but we still cud do the best for YOU
thanks once again !
Love You, GOD !!


thanks to GOD for da blessing
thanks to da volunteers for all the contributions
thanks to da committee for all you've done
thanks to da Panti Werda Yayasan Karya Kasih (GKI Kwitang)
thanks to my self ! hahaha

T.T

i've got good experiences
but i dont have a good health for now
huff
feel not good
*masuk angin*
pengen muntah ..
perut muless ..
ga enaaaakk !!

my trip part 3

bangun pagii d htl Sala3
lalu qta k grj GKI Salatiga
balik k htl n tdr2an bntr cos bonyok pegi k hums sodarana
ga lama mrk balik, qta lgsg cabut k Kopeng bwat ktm xodara2 smwa
tp sblmna smpet mkn siank soto enak (gataw namana xp)
trus beli bakso bwat mknan manusia2 d Kopeng yg klaperan wakaka
tancap deh k Kopeng !! Xp

sampe d KOPENG : htl GriyaLoka
mrk tyt gy maen rame2 hoho
bis itu mkn2 brg n istrahat brg
ga lama abis itu, qta maen lagii - serruuw !
stlh cape maen, qta pun mandi n renungan mlm
bis itu pesta indomie n tmn2na ! wkwk
mlmna bobo deh
hr k2, gw n fams pegi k Keteb bwat ngeliat gng. merbabu & gng. merapi
bagoes bgt pmandanganna !! huhuhu
laff it soo much !
yg laen k sala3
bis itu qta mkn siank n balik k Kopeng
sampe dsana, qta maen brg lagii
maen volley n basket brg iik2 . om2 . n spupu2
bis itu istrht mandi & sgl macemna
lanjut lagi bwat renungan
lalu mkn mlm n mnunggu wkt newya
tyt jm 10 - 11 an dah pd molor ga kuat
tp trus icha n bonyok provokator bwat bangunin yg laen hahaha
liat kmbg apii brg n bernorak2 ria (isenk)
bsk na qta bangun n beres2
lalu lanjut k gucii

d GUCI : htl Guci Garden
cape bgt stlh pjlnan jau yg smpt k tegal n mkn kpiting dlu
mn di jln sgt amad gelap n pnuh kabut pula
gela skalii
thx GOD qta bs sampe dgn slmt XP
lalu lalu .. qta lgsg brendem d kolam air panas n maen d kolam besar yg ab is dkuras wkwk
abis cape bgt, qta mandi . minum milo . n mkn indomie kuah
hahahaha sedeep bgt rsa na !
tidur deh .. xp
bsk pagi na tgl 2 jan, qta bgn pagi . sarapan . n brendem lagii
manteb laah !
baru deh qta jln plg skalian mkn siank
sampe d gading jem 8pm tp mkn d Bun Ong dlu
br jm 9pm qta sampe hum

asek skalii liburan ini
ktm spupu2 yg ucul bgt ! hwhwhw