malam minggu

malam minggu ptama gw bsama anaq2 kaput
kesan: gilak. seru. gokil. asek.

yahh wpun br knal bbrp dr mrk,,
tp kesan yg gw trima itu mrk kompak en gokil hahaha
stlh bbrp x gw diajak jln brg mrk dan gw tolak
akhirna hr ini gw membranikan diri bwad bergabunk ma mrk
ya krn ad alesan2 tertntu jg mkana gw mau trima ajakan mrk
1. jln2 dlu brg dq en patrick
2. ikut acara konser kaput (yahud!)
that's why gw brani bwad bs brg mrk
it's fun !

jln2 brg dq en patrick
ini sesuatu yg br bwad gw
krn gw sndiri br knal mrk en ini ptama kali jln brg mereka
so far so good
lucu. gokil. seru. rda bokep. hahahhaaha
no probs lahh,,
namanya jg lelaki

acara konser kaput
mantab deh !
bagoes. keren. mantab. oke.
wkt gw liat tante2 nyanyi padus,, gw jd inget msa2 gw konser dlu
gw kangen bwad bqin konser en nyanyi d dpn kya gt lg
seru bgt aplg pas latian2nya
salut bwad konser kaput ini ~
saya akui itu sukses hehe

thanks for today ..
thanks GOD you've sent them as my new friends
ga rugi lah gw bs knal mrk hehe

thanks .

thanks GOD for today
altho i got very bad day, but i still got the good answer for my life
YOU've take care of me today when i'm down en weary  ^^

thanks Mom for ur understanding

thanks BESTIESS for ur support
altho sometimes i was a pig-headed (keras kepala),
but y'all hve been so patient to give me the supports

thanks Patrick for ur sms
well.. ur sms really confort me from all of my probs

thanks to my schoolmate for ur laugh

sudah cukup untuk hari ini

masalah yg dtg bnr2 klewatan buat hr ini
numpuk senumpuk2nya
sluruh masalah yg ada di otak gw dr pagi :
1. mslh grj  (dah gw bw enjoy)
2. mslh klrga
3. hp disita
4. down en ngs d kmr
5. mslh yg sbnrna bkn mslh
6. nabrak boil org  (gw kabur en ga ktauan)

GILAK !
cukup deh buat hari ini .
rsanya pgn ngelewatin hr ini cepet2 .
palink parah adlh yg trakhir,,
alhasil org rmh ga ad yg tau kec my bro who was with me .
sorry mom,, sorry dad ..

thanks for today, GOD !!

hariku hancur !!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HARI TERBURUK GW ADLH HARI INI .
Bner2 ga bs nahan tangis lgy
hari ini hari sial gw
gtaw musti ngmg aplg
smwa beban ada di otak gw
alhasil gw ga bs konsen
alhasil gw diliatin tmn2
alhasil gw nangis ga si skola duanks tp jg di rmh
gw pengen marah !
gw pengen banting barang !
gw pengen triak skenceng2nya !
gw pengen gebuk2 barang !
gw pengen peluk orang sangat amad !

gw butuh TUHAN dlm hal ini
gw bnr2 bgng apa yg mesti gw lakuin skarang
gw cm bs nangis,, nangis,, en nangis .
masalah mnumpuk di otak
dan itu bukan masalah kecil
ditambah hari ini hp gw disita dmn gw sdg bersenang2 smsan ma org

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I NEED YOU, LORD !
GIVE ME STRENGTH, PLEASE ..
CAN'T STAND WITHOUT YOU ~

problems

masalah oh masalah
tiada hr tnpa masalah
hidupku berbeban berat bwat 2 hr ini
masalah korem yg belom kelar
ditambah masalah kluarga yg bnr2 bqin gw sedih

air mata gw dah klr buat mslh grj gw
masalah yg blm ketemu solusinya
tp gw percaya TUHAN ngasi kekuatan bwad ngadepin smwa ini
mlm ini hati gw bnr2 ancur
campur aduk smwa masalah
mslh grj,, mslh kluarga,, en skola yg ad ul .
bagaimana ini TUHAN ??

I NEED YOU really for all of this problems ~
I NEED YOU,, GOD !!
Give me strength to face all of this ~

thanks GOD,,
di tgh gw stress kya gni
di tgh gw lgy byk pikiran en mslh
TUHAN masi ngasi tmn2 yg bs bqin gw tersenyum
TUHAN masi ngasi ksempatan aku ktawa
TUHAN jg ngasi sahabat2 yg luar byasa bwad icha
LOVE MY LORD !

korem

gw di korem kece or kaput ?
yang pasti korem kece donk ! hahaha.
wpun byk masalah,,
tp gw ttp setia ma kece tercinta  ^^

pelayanan boleh di korem kece,,
tapi menggila bisa bsama korem kaput ..

hahaha itu cuma bcandaan gw doank
bagi pembaca, jgn dianggap serius yahh  xP
well..
emank dr kecil gw dah jd anaq kece
tp seiring berjalannya waktu,
gw mulai kenal tmn2 baru anaq korem kaput
gw knal 1 per 1
kesan gw bs knal mrk itu seneng
gw blajar byk hal dr mrk
gw bs bertumbuh dlm iman dgn mrk
wpun gw ga pelayanan bareng kya apa yg gw lakuin di kece
tp gw ttp mrasakan klo mrk jg tmn2 grj gw
tmn2 sepelayanan gw

thanks GOD for them  :)

pelayan TUHAN

banyak orang ingin jadi pelayan Tuhan yang setia
jadi pelayan Tuhan itu ga gampang
masalah jadi salah satu tantangan yg harus dihadapi
semua itu butuh pengorbanan
untuk jadi pelayan Tuhan memang sulit
ga selalu kita berada di jalan yg lurus tnpa hambatan
terkadang kita akan berada di jalan yg berliku
tapi 1 hal yang perlu kita sadari
dari setiap masalah2 itu, Tuhan punya rencana
ga mungkin Tuhan nyiapin semua itu biar kita gagal utk jd pelayan-Nya
Tuhan ngasi kita masalah ya untuk kita hadapi
dr situ Tuhan bisa liat seberapa jauh kesetiaan kita pada Tuhan
dr situ pula Tuhan bisa liat seberapa besar pengorbanan kita untuk jadi pelayan Tuhan

pengalaman adalah pelajaran berharga dlm hidup kita
itu yg bqin gw niat buat nulis blog ini

1. pengalaman dr diri gw sndiri
bukannya pamer ato gmn, tp cm skedar info aja kalo posisi gw skrg di korem adlh sbg ketua 2
itu artinya gw berperan penting buat remaja gw
gw ga sendiri sebagai ketua, tp ada Arum yg jd ketua 1
PUJI TUHAN gw bs kenal ma Arum,,
PUJI TUHAN gw bs jd ketua di saat yg tepat,,
PUJI TUHAN jg gw skrg bs kerjasama brg Arum .
byk bgt masalah yg dtg di korem gw
lebih tepatnya dari segi kepengurusan
jujur,,
gw cukup pusink buat ngadepin ini sama Arum
tp gw slalu berusaha bwat bangkitin smangat gw ndiri
gw berpikir positif kalo gw ga sendiri
gw yakin Tuhan pasti mau bantu gw dan Arum buat ngerubah ini semua jd lebih baik
THANKS GOD buat smwa Anugrah ini  ^^

2. pengalaman dr seorg pria yg ingin ambil skola teologi
skrg memang dy blom masuk kul teologi
itu masih angan2 masa depannya
dlm perjalanan khdupannya slm ini,
ada aja hambatan yang bqin hati jd bimbang buat ksana
br kmaren ada hal yg mgkn ini sbg puncakna dr bbrp hambatan sblmnya
ad 1 mslh baru yg sbnrnya qta gtaw apa mxd sbnrnya dari itu
sampe2 ad 2 persepsi yg muncul
as usual,  negatif (-)  &  positif (+)
pria ini lebih dlu memaknai masalah itu dlm persepsi yg (-)
pdhl kalo dilihat2 lg itu ada segi (+) yang bs kita ambil
yah intinya bgithu .
subject en mslh ga bs gw critakan *

yah itu 2 pengalaman yg gw dpt
dan ksimpulannya:
untuk jd pelayan Tuhan sangat butuh pengorbanan dan komitmen . semua yg kita lakuin hanya untuk Tuhan . untuk jd pelayan Tuhan, ga seharusnya kita mengeluh . tp justru mengucap syukur akan stiap hal yg udah Tuhan kasih  ^^

GOD BLESS y'all ..

secret admirer

dunno why,, tiba2 gw mengagumi seorg laki2
laki2 yg ga jauh2 dr gw
dy jg masih tmn gw
dunno why,, tiba2 ..
gw mrasa dy keren,
gw ngrasa dy ok punya,
gw ngrasa dy asik bgt,
gw ngrasa dy kdg baik,
en kdg gw ngrasa sng kalo lg ngobs ma dy .

blum taw pasti prasaan yg sbenernya,
mgkn ini cm prasaan sesaat
so just let it flow saja hihi
yang pasti,, gw ngrasa enak bwat ngobrol ma dy wpun jarang
buat skrg,
he's my friend or just say he's my secret admirer
hahaha ..
ga maw sakit bwad k 2x nya krn sakit itu sgt ga enak !!
gw jg ga mo mkn tmen dlm hal ini huehue .

let GOD give the best answer for my life  ^^

kebetulan kah ?

There's no accident !
itu klmt yg gw dpt dr film 'Kungfu Panda'

1. mgg lalu, gw lgy demen nyanyiin lagu 'Saat Pagi Hari Ku Datang Lagi'
ampir setiap hr gw nyanyiin . tp hr jumat, tiba2 tmn kelas gw alias Pete nyanyiin lagu itu . reflek gw adlh blg k Pete kalo blkg-an gw lgy demen nyanyiin lagu itu . hoho ~

2. hari jumat / sabtu mlm, gw isenk nyari lagu 'One Way - Hillsong' buat fs korem gw yg baru
gw nyari lagu itu sampe mgg mlm kalo ga salah . hr snen sore gw buka fs Aai & di shoutout-nya ad tulisan undangan bwad ke KKR grj-nya gtu yg bertema: 'One Way' . hihi ~

3. Snen mlm, gw browsing di youtube en dpt lagu 'Indovers - Project Pop' yg di bag. akhir lagu ada kalimat '... Melambai-lambai nyiur di pantai, Berbisik-bisik Raja Klana, ...'
hr ini jam trakhir di sekolah adlh sejarah & Pa Ari ngajak qta nyanyi lagu nasional bwad yg kesekian kalinya . kali ini Pa Ari milih lagu 'Rayuan Pulau Kelapa' . awalnya gw gataw nie lagu yang mana, tp ada temen yg mulai nyanyiin lagunya dan tampaklah kalimat '... Melambai-lambai nyiur di pantai, Berbisik-bisik Raja Klana, ...' di bagian akhir lagu . tyt kalimat itu dikutip dari lagu 'Rayuan Pulau Kelapa' en gw baru tau skarang .
hulala ~

mgkin sbagian org pikir,,
'apaan sih lu cha ? gini aja koq dipermasalahin ?'
ya ya ya .. wateva wat they wanna say
tp 1 hal yg bqin gw bgng,,
APAKAH INI SUATU KEBETULAN ??
gw ngrasa kya hasil pikiran2 gw slama ini kya kebaca sama org haha wpun bkn kya dukun yg terang2an ngmg k gw
tp apa yg gw pikirin, ga lama setelah itu pasti ada aja yg berhub dgn pikiran gw itu hoho ~
apa ada makna dari smwa ini ato cuma gw yg lebai ??
wekekeke .
if there's a meaning of it,, please GOD let me know what does it mean  ^^


ps. excited for LIVE IN .. ga sabar deh !

Project Pop

. Indovers .


. Bukan Superstar .


. Ingatlah Hari Ini .

aduh .!

huxx
baru saja br dpt kabar buruk  :(

skedar info :
1. saia dan kelas adlh panitia live in
2. jadwal live in 2 gelombang yaitu 10 - 19 Nov '08

well ..
itu ga cuma skedar info
tp itu sangat berhub ma kabar yg gw dpt ini
dan info itu yg bqin kabar ini jd kabar buruk   :(
yosua alias dd yg mo bea k Spore,,
tyt peginya antara tgl 14, 16, ato 18 Nov '08
oh noooo !!
tidaaaakkk !!!!
wat a bad newss ??

i'm sorry bro,,
for sure i really really wanna drop u to the airport
cos although u dont have much talk at home
i'm gonna freaking miss u hmpf
bagaimana inii ??

pertanyaan gw:
apa qta sbg panitia 1 kls bakal full time in charge of it di lokasi slm 9hr itu ?

butuh tidur

blakangan ini bdn brasa cape bgt
gtaw knapa brasa pegel2 en mata pengen merem trus
rasa lemes bgt en pusink bqin jd ga konsen
bnr2 lagi butuh tidur
bbrp hr blakangan tidur lebih pagi
kmrn mlm tdur jem 10an
hr ini bgn jam 8 pagi
ntah mengapa,,
spertinya memank lgy butuh ist
butuh waktu panjang bwad hibernasi
hmpf .

teman baru

apa salahnya kenal teman baru ?
itu jd 1 hal yg bqin gw sng bwad bisa dpt tmn baru
kenal rbeq en kty,,
bqin gw dpt byk tmn baru alias anaq2 kaput
mrasa senank ?  iya .
nilai positif nya byk bgt yg bs gw ambil dgn mengenal mrk2 anak kaput itu

1. dpt byk tmn baru
2. dpt koneksi dgn grj tetangga
3. bs blajar byk dr grj tetangga

that's all on my mind
thanks GOD  that i can meet them  ^^

Persahabatan

Dan seorang remaja berkata, Bicaralah pada kami tentang Persahabatan.

Dan dia menjawab:
Sahabat adalah keperluan jiwa, yang mesti dipenuhi.
Dialah ladang hati, yang kau taburi dengan kasih dan kau tuai dengan penuh rasa terima kasih.
Dan dia pulalah naungan dan pendianganmu.
Kerana kau menghampirinya saat hati lupa dan mencarinya saat jiwa mahu kedamaian.

Bila dia berbicara, mengungkapkan fikirannya, kau tiada takut membisikkan kata “Tidak” di kalbumu sendiri, pun tiada kau menyembunyikan kata “Ya”.
Dan bilamana dia diam,hatimu berhenti dari mendengar hatinya; kerana tanpa ungkapan kata, dalam persahabatan, segala fikiran, hasrat, dan keinginan dilahirkan bersama dan dikongsi, dengan kegembiraan tiada terkirakan.
Di kala berpisah dengan sahabat, tiadalah kau berdukacita;
Kerana yang paling kau kasihi dalam dirinya, mungkin kau nampak lebih jelas dalam ketiadaannya, bagai sebuah gunung bagi seorang pendaki, nampak lebih agung daripada tanah ngarai dataran.

Dan tiada maksud lain dari persahabatan kecuali saling memperkaya roh kejiwaan.
Kerana cinta yang mencari sesuatu di luar jangkauan misterinya, bukanlah cinta , tetapi sebuah jala yang ditebarkan: hanya menangkap yang tiada diharapkan.

Dan persembahkanlah yang terindah bagi sahabatmu.
Jika dia harus tahu musim surutmu, biarlah dia mengenali pula musim pasangmu.
Gerangan apa sahabat itu jika kau sentiasa mencarinya, untuk sekadar bersama dalam membunuh waktu?
Carilah ia untuk bersama menghidupkan sang waktu!
Kerana dialah yang bisa mengisi kekuranganmu, bukan mengisi kekosonganmu.
Dan dalam manisnya persahabatan, biarkanlah ada tawa ria dan berkongsi kegembiraan..
Kerana dalam titisan kecil embun pagi, hati manusia menemui fajar dan ghairah segar kehidupan.

~ Khalil Gibran

arti persahabatan:
http://id.wikipedia.org/wiki/Persahabatan

driving

hmm..
driving is not easy as i thought before
well yea,, nyok dah ngebolehin gw pegi bw boil ndiri
it's been like few times i drove my car
tapi tyap kali gw nyetir pasti ad aj hal kbodohan yg gw lakuin
yg mgkin hal itu bs bqin gw celaka
Oh My GOD !
i was so stupid for it ..

here are some stupid things that i've done when i drove my car:
1. lupa matiin lampu klo lewat pos mlm2
2. lupa nyalain lampu kalo di pos dah dimatiin lampunya
3. hampir nabrak berkali2
4. ngerem mdadak en lupa liat spion

oh tidaaaakkk ~
bodohnya daku !
Thanks GOD ,,  masih dikasi ksempatan idup sehat kya gni .
Thanks GOD ,,  icha dijauhin dr sgl mcm bahaya .
pray for myself .. hope i won't do all of it when i drive my car next time  ^^

smile in me

boring morning
sleepy day
no spirit at all
it happened to me since in the morning till the 6th lesson that i got today
everybody were in the seminar en dunno with who for my 1st break
well okai,, i was with vonny ribka dkk
back to the class en i got so damn sleepy
yeaa a bit chit.chat with Dian en Tommy
but sleepy again after that
i thought they all gonna be in the seminar en didn't have any break till the end of it
so i decided to take my 2nd break with Na dkk
but suddenly they came from downstairs
yey ! finally they back en i could eat with 'em in the 2nd break
bell rang en back to the class again
i thought i was gonna be fall asleep again just like before
but it wasn't at all hahahaa
we had so much fun in the back with Vonny,, Pete,, en Na
we laughed a lot,, shaked my stomach,, en cry cos of that laughed hahahaha
we were so damn crazy at that time
bell rang means the school was end
i didn't wait for beqh cos she was still in the seminar
so i decided to come back home earlier
but in the lobby i met Gun en Aswin so we came back home together
so much chit.chat,, laughs,, en many more

thanks for this afternoon ~
hope i'll enjoy this day till tonight  ^^
Thanks GOD !

musim

brp musim yg ada di Indonesia ?
kata orang cuma 2,, musim panas en musim dingin
tp kata gw iu lebih
slaen musim panas en dingin, masih ada musim2 laennya
ap aja ?
musim nikah. musim hamil. musim meninggal.

menurut gw, ketiganya itu terjadi bnr2 musiman
bbrp mgg yg lalu tepatnya tgl 08 Agustus '08 byk yg nikah
mgkin karna itu tanggal bagus sihh hehe
yah bilang aja itu musim nikah.
trus dari 2 mgg berturut2 ini, gw dpt 5 berita duka
hr slasa mgg lalu,, gw dpt berita 2 org meninggal di 1 hr yg sama
hr rebo ini,, gw dpt berita 3 org meninggal
2 diantaranya meninggal hr ini
sebut juga lah musim meninggal.
what a weirdo ?

apa bnr semua itu TUHAN mengatur sesuai dengan waktunya ?
yg jelas,,
rencana TUHAN adalah rencana yg SANGAT BAIK adanya sesuai dengan waktu yg tepat yg sudah direncanakan TUHAN  ^^

berita duka

hr ini dah denger 3 berita duka
i feel so sorry to hear that  :(
turut bduka bwad smwa yg ditinggalkan ~

bwad smwa yg dtinggalin,,
smg dikasi ktabahan. ksabaran. en kekuatan dr Tuhan  ^^
pcaya kalo ini jalan yg terbaik  :)
GBU all ..

home alone

di hums ndirian ?
awalnya emank brasa ngebosenin
bwin emosi krn gtaw mo ngaps
di hums ndirian dgn rumah 3 lantai
apa2 musti gw yg ngelakuin
tmn gw saat itu cm tv, rnjang, en laptop
ptama ngalamin gw sgt bosen en rasanya ga enak
tp gw pikir2 lg skrg,,
harusna gw blajar bwad jd dewasa
ga bs bergantunk ma org lain trus

ad dd gw pun
kyana brasa kya di hums ndirian
kerjaan dy cm membisu di kmrnya
ato ga maen kompie d kmr tnpa ngmg kalo ga diajak ngmg

yahh itulah hidup
smakin besar,, gw bnr2 brasa perubahannya
nyokap yg mulai nganggep gw dewasa
dgn sgala hal yg baru dgn ngasi kepercayaan k gw
ditinggal sini-situ
ga kya dlu lg yg hrus slalu ditemenin

but i believe that GOD is always here with me  :)

HIS voice

i cried a bit like few mins ago
i cried cos of it was my fault
i feel not good today
but guess what i hear from my heart ?
i heard that someone talks to me in my deepest heart
she said,,
' ga smwa org hrs berada di atas terus-menerus (feel happy), tp ada kalanya qta di bawah (bosen, sedi, dll) . tp saat qta di bawah itu bkn brarti qta jauh sama DIA, tp justru DIA mau nunjukin kalo di saat apapun, DIA mau ada bwad qta '
was it GOD's voice ??
i feel really amazing for it
thanks GOD for that
now i can realize that YOU always here for me although i'm in this kinda situation ~

I LOVE MY ONLY GOD !!
thanks GOD ~

People Need The LORD

Everyday they pass me by,
I can see it in their eyes.
Empty people filled with care,
Headed who knows where?

On they go through private pain,
Living fear to fear.
Laughter hides their silent cries,
Only Jesus hears.

People need the Lord, people need the Lord.
At the end of broken dreams, He's the open door.
People need the Lord, people need the Lord.
When will we realize, people need the Lord?

We are called to take His light
To a world where wrong seems right.
What could be too great a cost
For sharing Life with one who's lost?

Through His love our hearts can feel
All the grief they bear.
They must hear the Words of Life
Only we can share.

People need the Lord, people need the Lord
At the end of broken dreams, He's the open door.
People need the Lord, people need the Lord.
When will we realize that we must give our lives,
For peo-ple need the Lord.

People need the Lord.


Nice songs with a very good meaning in it .
GOD always ready to help us cos HE loves HIS child
without HIM,, we are nothing !
remember that we have many people out there who need us
GOD has sent us as a between for the people en GOD
so keep praying en keep on listen to HIM  ^^
' People Need The LORD '
GOD BLESS ~

ps. bwad para pembaca,, smg blog gw ini bs bermanfaat bwad kalian en bs jadi perenungan dlm diri kalian jg  :)

not in a good mood

ada apa dgn gw hr ini ??
knp kjadian ini musti terulang lg ??

hr ini sungguh membosankan
d skola ga jelas ngapain
classmeeting en gw sgt ga mnikmati
plg2 gw jg gtaw mo ngapain
wpun dah buang wkt d skola tp ttp aj
ga jelas d hums deh mo ngapain
pgn bgt klr hums jln2
tp org skitar gw bnr2 ga dukung
smwa punya urusan masing2
en alhasil gw terlantar di hums
keadaan gw lg ga enaq,,
ditambah a bit argueing with my mom
ngeselin bgt dehh
malah bqin badmood  :(

oh GOD,,
let me out from this situation ~
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Dunia vs TUHAN

Dunia berkata 'iya' tetapi TUHAN berkata 'tidak'

byk hal yg harus kita pertimbangin dlm hidup
ga segampang membalikkan telapak tangan untuk membuat suatu keputusan
semwa punya pertimbangan masing2
dari hal positif sampe hal negatif
itu yang terkadang membuat kita sulit bwad mengambil suatu keputusan yg tepat
sperti kalimat di atas,,
Dunia berkata 'iya' tetapi TUHAN berkata 'tidak'
ga jarang kejadian itu datang dlm persoalan kita untuk mengambil suatu keputusan
kita harus pinter2 mempertimbangkan segala sesuatunya dengan matang
sebelum akhirnya kita mengambil suatu keputusan
manusia boleh berencana, tetapi TUHAN-lah yang menentukan 
karna DIA yang berkuasa dan DIA MAHAtahu hal apa saja yang baik untuk diri kita masing2
maka berpikirlah 2x sebelum akhirnya kita mengambil suatu keputusan penting
dan jgn lupa serahkan semua itu kepada TUHAN

GOD BLESS ~
 ^^

MERDEKA !!!

DIRGAHAYU 63 thn REPUBLIK INDONESIA
INDONESIA MERDEKA !!

Ancol

dah lama bgt ga k Ancol
trakhir klu ga sala taon lalu pas nginep brg naq2 x2
yg k ancol rame2 jem 3 pagi ntu huehue
itu jd kenangan ancol yg ga terlupakan dahh xP
hr sabtu kmrn k ancol lgy nemenin Nora
we only entered 2 places in Ancol, they are:

SEAWORLD INDONESIA
wow !
long time i've never gone to seaworld again haha
my last time i went to seaworld was like 1997
so it makes me forget everything bout seaworld
kmrn msk k seaworld lg
i said if its perfect !
manteb di seaworld ~
so many big big fish ..
ad ikan duyung,, sharks,, piranha,, jelly fish en many many more
* jelly fish-nya menggelikan *
ga nyangka bgt tyt qta punya berjuta2 keajaiban di dlm laut
contohnya yah binatang2 laut itu yg sgt amad besar
mgkn bs lebi besar lgy klo yg ada di laut bnerannya hoho

GELANGGANG SAMUDRA
hmm..
dipikir2 dsini ga ad yg menarik
udah pernah ksini dlu en gw masih inget sdiqit
so gw berpikir bakal bosen
tyt emank stenga bosen sihh hahaha
tp byk kejadian seru lahh dsana
br kali ini ngeliat hippopotamus yg amad besarr
br kali ini jg ngeliat white whale yg besar pula
white whale nya kalo ga salah 4 meter wooohh ~
lumba2 nya jg menyenangkan hihi
ucul deh pokoke

mengenank masa lalu di ancol wkt qta masih kecil ga ad salahnya juga haha

KOREM KECE ~~

it's not too bad lahh ..
for me,, they are amazing !
*tanpa mrk,, korem kece ga ad apa2nya hehe*

the story begin ..
well. first of all, i wanna say if i didn't really like KOREM KECE
cos i feel if there's no improvement everyweeks,, everymonths,, or even everyyears .
what in my mind was just the negative way bout my beloved KOREM KECE
but,,
since i was the Leader of KOREM KECE en since i met my bestiess,
i started thinking bout the positive way of my beloved KOREM KECE
i always try to make some improvement everyweeks,, everymonths,, en everyyears .
now i feel the improvement
it's going better en better everyweek
i learnt much from my bestiess who also the church's committees
they taught me what probably i should do for my church
they taught me how to be the real GOD's child
they also taught me how special are the parish in KOREM KECE
en many more ~
all of that really change my mind en my life
now,,
i feel like JESUS is in my life ..
i feel so precious as HIS child ..
i feel so comfortable to be at the church ..
i feel very happy to be there for the religious service ..

I LOVE MY KOREM KECE !!
the reason why is cos of my bestiess,
so then I LOVE MY CHURCH now ~
thanks guys for all of it  ^^
thanks to GOD also for them in my life !

VG KeCe

1st day sing in VG KeCe again ~
with our new teacher from GPIB Paulus called K' Karel
yess !
finally we get the new teacher haha
how was it ?
he's fun,, he's nice,, he's clever,, etc .
GOOD to have you as our teacher ^^
feel very bery happy this day !

miss my time for VG en sing for the parish
thanks GOD You've given us the chance to make this new VG again ~
thanks GOD that i still can join in this VG ~


I  LOVE YOU, GOD  !!
^^

xii sos 1

oh mama,,
thanks GOD for this class ^^
i've prayed for like a year en i get it now haha
thanks GOD so much !

today is a free day for me
Geography test was so easy for us ~
then we had some lessons en i didn't write any note
i was too lazy to make some note of it
cos i was sleepy,, lazy,, en i had a great time at school
had a lot of chit.chat with Dian today
had a lot of fun en laugh with Dian also today
She such a funny girl en a nice girl
long time no talk with her
2 first lessons were so annoying en made us sleepy
but after that,,
i felt i was free !
basing,, math,, ingg,, native,, en sos ..
math en sos,, there were no theacher hahaha
basing,, as usual we were just chatted with others
native,, a bit bored
ingg,, 2 hours lessons with ma'am Pat
but i had some talk en laugh with Dian. Na. Nikola. Syerien. Edelin.
sos was free from the teacher,, so we were just outside de class
with the xii sos 2's students who had no teacher also
i laughed out loud with Vonny. Na. Pete. Dian. Yuri. cos of the crazy things had happend
sorry Na ~
hahahahahahaha.

well that's today ..
what a tiring day with so many laugh en free lessons  ^^
Thanks GOD for today !
Thanks GOD for this beautiful class !

a week in BALI

August 5th - 10th, 2008
Never thought if it's gonna be this fun
i thought it just a simple fun trip to BALI
but it was NOT at all
cos it was so freakin FUN ~
hahaha.
we went to many places
with their own beauty for each place ^^

day 1
Airport - Lunch: Laota - Kuta - Dinner: Made - Legian
in Kuta,,
we just played in the beach en took some photos of us
in Legian,,
we walked across the street en passed the Paddy's Club
*pgn msk tp ga ad tmnnya*
looked around en met so many tourists (alias bule hahaha)

day 2
Breakfast: Mc.D - Kintamani - Besakih - Lunch: Babi Bu Oka - Tanah Lot - Kecak Dance - Dinner: Bebek Bengil
in Kintaman,,
actually we weren't in the real Kintamani, but we were just beside of it
we took some photos with the cool background
in Besakih,,
as usual just looked around the temple en i got tan !
for Lunch,,
MAMAMIA LEZZATO ~!!
in Tanah Lot,,
we were waiting for the sunset en yeapp we got it
it was COOL to see the sunset en some picts there haha

day 3
Breakfast: Indomie - Bedugul - Lunch: Bedugul 'ISMI' - Alas Kedaton - Dinner: Ayam Betutu
in Bedugul,,
we took some photos with the temple in a lake
in Alas Kedaton,,
met the monkeys haha. then the crazy monkey was grabbed my hand cos i forgot that i put my hand in my pocket xP

day 4
Breakfast: Indomie - Nusa Lembongan - Lunch en Dinner: Nusa Lembongan
1st day in Nusa Lembongan,,
went there by the BaliHai Cruise passed through the beautiful sea
i was in the deck of the cruise, such a great time being in the cruise
all my fams got seasick except me, my dad, en Nora (sist's friend from USA)
arrived in Nusa Lembongan, checked in, had lunch en got ready for the watersports
by using the motorboat, we went to place where we can play the watersports
it's in the middle of the sea
we just played the parasailing en diving this day
had so so much fun for parasailing en diving
could feel our GOD's amazing things that HE has done  ^^
back to the island, swam in the pool, took a bath, en had dinner

day 5
Nusa Lembongan - Dinner: Surya Cafe - Denpasar Markets: Krisna & Erlangga 2
2nd day in Nusa Lembongan,,
woke up, breakfast, biked around the village, then went to the place in the middle of the sea
hmm.. we did our snorkeling, played the slide, did twice for the banana boat, en went to the submarine
when we biked around the village,,
3 times i fell from the bike hahaha *ugh!*
the worst was the last that made my bad tattoo in my hand
after the watersports, we back to Bali Island by using the BaliHai Cruise again
Mom, sist, en my 2 brothers fell asleep cos they didn't want to puke again
They slept in the 1st floor with my dad
me en Nora (sist's USA friend) were in the deck / top of the cruise
had so much FUN up there  ^^
in Denpasar Markets,,
bought so many things

day 6
Breakfast: Apartment Restaurant - GWK - Dreamland - Lunch: Jimbaran - Uluwatu - Apartment - Dinner: Ayam Taliwang - Airport - Home
in GWK (Garuda Wisnu Kencana),,
took some cool picts there hihi
in Dreamland,,
oh GOSH !!
It was soo cool en beautiful beach with the handsome surfers
took some photos en played in that beach
oh mama, wanna come back to that place really !
in Uluwatu,,
met another monkeys en went around to see the cool beach or even sea from above
in Airport,,
we were there like 2 hours en a half before, but they opened the checked in counter an hour en a half
so we had to wait 1 hour there .
Our flight was at 10pm Jakarta time en arrived at 11.49pm Jakarta time
at home at 01.00am
slept at 02.00am hahaha

thanks GOD for this beautiful time ~
thanks GOD for the beautiful BALI that you've given to us ~


wait for our time in Bali, Beqh..Kat..  ^^

cape

hr ini di skola ad jem k nol buat ul BI
jem ptama itu ekop yg ad tes kecil openbook
jem k2 yg gw kira mat itu tyt geo,,
tp gw klr bwad susulan ul sos
wow !
3 jp ptama gw diisi dgn ul hahaha
balik k kelas lgsg pel BI
eh gw lgsg disuru nulis bqin CV lamaran kerja
mantabb deh
cape jg nulis trus ~~

yahh wpun gw cape,,
tp gw sgt sgt senank hr ini
ktm tmn2
bcanda bareng
haha hihi bareng
de el el.

thanks GOD for today  ^^

ga bisa tidur

ugh..
annoying bgt nihh
pengen tidur siank koq ya ga bs
hmpf
menyebalkan ~

HARDWORK

fiuhh.
mgg lalu memang sgt menyenangkan di Bali,,
tp mgg ini saia hrs berjuang mati2an ngejar plajaran yg ktinggalan

slasa, 12.08.08
pagi yg cukup menyenangkan
hr ptama kmbali k skola
ktm tmn2,, hipp2hura horay,, ktawa ktiwi,, de el el
di skula cukup menyenangkan
how bout at home ?
yeaa.. it's like a hell i think hahaha
kerjaan di hums abis tdur siank, yaitu
MENCATAT cat komp,, MENCATAT cat sos,, MENCATAT sbagian cat sej,, BELAJAR imprompt to talk,, en BELAJAR ul ing
hr yg cukup melelahkan membuat gw tdur pules mlm nya

rabu, 13.08.08
pagi yg sangat tidak menyenangkan
dimulai dgn jem k nol yg diisi BI dgn ngebahas bwad ul bsk
gw udah ktinggalan & akhirnya jc jelasin k gw
lanjut jem ptama yg adlh EKOP
edan bgt !
ngebahas soal yg gw ga ngerti ama skali
gw udah ktinggalan jauh 1 bab en gw ga ngerti apa2
2 hal yg membuat hari gw berawal dgn kata STRESS !!
lanjut jem k2 en k3 yaitu LAB. INGGRIS
harusnya sih jem ini diisi dgn games kata2 gt,,
namun apadaya ..
saia harus susulan ulangan en imprompt to talk
thank GOD really,, i cud pass my imprompt to talk en i spoke fluently for that
although i forgot something to talk hahaha
*nevermind*
lanjut2 plajaran brikutnya yah begitulahh
saia terus mencatat, mencatat, dan mencatat
sepulang skola,,
gw kmbali mencatat ngelanjutin yg blom kelar en yg blom dicatat
abis itu tdur bentar (cm 30mnt)
bangun tidur kuterus mencatat lagi lalu mandi, mkn, en sate
then i started study for my exams tomoss
total yg gw lakuin hari ini :
ulangan inggris,, imprompt to talk inggris,, tes kecil akun (failed),, MENCATAT cat akun,, MENCATAT cat ekop,, MENCATAT cat agm,, BELAJAR ul BI,, en BELAJAR ul sos
thanks GOD bwad smangadh dlm diri Icha yg luar byasa hr ini ..
ini pasti TUHAN yg ngasi buat Icha  ^^

WOW !!
It's really a HARDWORKING for me ~
i've never done like this b4
seharian penuh otak gw diisi dgn plajaran2 yg gw ga ngerti en
seharian penuh tgn gw kerja bwad mencatat pula
bsk ada 2 ul en gw udah blajar se-maximal mungkin

hr ini gw sate,,
dlm perenungan itu gw nemuin 1 kalimat yg bnr2 menyupport gw bgt

" ... bahwa dengan pertolongan Tuhan Yang Mahabesar mereka akan mampu mengatasi segala tantangan yang ada di depan. "

di saat gw mulai down hr ini,, ada aja yg bqin gw tersenyum en smangat
kalimat ini adlh hal k2 yg ngebangkitin smangat gw hr ini
di saat gw td akhirnya netesin air mata yg dr pagi gw tahan,,
tiba2 gw ngebaca kalimat ini
yeaa GOD,, i need to survive cos YOU will help me always  :)

keluhan gw yg ga guna hr ini :
cape bgt,, otak penuh,, stress,, rsanya pgn nangis,, kyanya ga sanggup,, dll ..
smwanya ilank gt aja cos gw dpt smangadh yg luar biasa dr TUHAN
thanks GOD  ^^

I'm home ~

thanks BALI
you are soo beautiful !

thanks GOD
you are so amazing !
you've lead us on the way to get there en
on the way home
you have great greatful things in this world ~
i've seen your amazing things that you have made in BALI
wow !

thanks for this beautiful time

en now,,
i have to work hard for school
exams en the lessons
smangad !!
^^

I'm ovv to Bali

leaving for a week ^^
cu soon Jakarta !
be back as soon as possible ~
miss y'all .. mwah ..

LEAD US ON THE WAY TO GET THERE,,
THANKS GOD  ;)

Bali Bali Bali

like i just enjoy to be at school,,
but i have to leave it for a week .
well i'm gonna miss them a lot
i'm gonna miss everything like wat i've written it before

Oh i really can't wait for BALI !!
BALI  here I come  ~~
gonna miss you guys  ^^
love ya !

home alone

ada apa dgn home alone ?
apa pemainnya ganti jadi ce ?
apa ada seri terbaru dr home alone ?

hahaha,,
smwa jawabannya adalah BUKAN !
jadi maksudnya apa ye ?

maksudnya ntu ya it's me
i'm home alone,,
without no one,,
in a big house,,
without someone to talk,,
without any boring things,,
en only watch the TV .
dunno why
i could enjoy this time haha
although i'm home alone ^^

thanks GOD for this happiness
thanks GOD you've given me strength to talk to my bestiess
thanks GOD for this pleasure

YOU are my all in all ..

BALI i'm comiing !!

2 days to go ~~

Dear GOD,,

well today is Friday - August 1st '08,,
i had a super good day  ^^
thanks GOD for all of it !
had a great time at school
so many laughs
so many happiness i've got for today
went to Pete's bday dinner
en went to Ropita with the church's friends
it's been like 9 years ago was our last gathering
now finally we can do it again :)
what was special in Ropita ??
it's kinda funny en amazing cos this moment
i was talked to Acim bout our last gathering en it was with Vani
no need a long time,, suddenly Vani came from outside the Ropita
en WOW !! we had fun time en much talks there
Vani isn't live in Gading anymore,, she moved to somewhere near UPH haha
then Dee said if she was dreaming that she was with me in the church en suddenly Vani came en join with us for some talks
so for me,, it's AMAZING !
it's really really unbelieveable ~~
It's 1 of GOD's beautiful plans for us ..
thanks GOD for this amazing experiences  :)

but then,,
when i got home en online
i found gby called me in msn en talked bout vina
Oh GOODD !!
i really stressed to think bout it
it's kinda nearly the day en we don't have any idea for her surprise
the schedule is full ..
so it's hard to think bout the surprise too
i'm so sorry i can't come to ur party soon,,
i'm so sorry if we don't get any idea for ur surprise,,
i'm so sorry for everything !
so now, we still don't know wat we're goin to do for the surprise  :(
help me, GOD ~~

not just 2 of that ..
i wanna pray for my school
i was thinking bout my school next week
i'll miss a lot things in Jakarta
friends.. school.. exams.. partiess.. etc..
that's all are on my mind now
really confused to say 'OK!' for this kinda probs
absolutely i'm gonna miss all of it
i shud work so hard for my school,,
i shud study more harder for my exams,,
i shud allow (merelakan) to miss all of that,,
en many many more that i shud do
PERGI PENUH BEBAN ~~

Oh Holy GOD !
i pray for all of that ..
thanks for the happiness,,
thanks for the problems ^^
i remember bout  1 Corinthians 10: 13

"No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your strength, but with the temptation will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it."

so please GOD,, give me strenght to face all this probs
en let me do my best in the future after my summer holiday ~~
thanks for today ^^
by the name of JESUS,,
AMEN ..

don't give up !

Ku Tak Akan Menyerah - Jeffrey S. Tjandra
Dalam s’gala perkara, Tuhan punya rencana,
Yang lebih besar dari semua, yang terpikirkan.
Apapun yang Kau perbuat, tak ada maksud jahat,
s’bab itu kulakukan semua denganMu Tuhan,
Reff.  Ku tak akan menyerah pada apapun juga
          sebelum kucoba semua yang kubisa,
          tetapi kuberserah kepada kehendak-Mu,
          hatiku percaya Tuhan punya rencana.

Banyak persoalan ato masalah2 yg dtg
en kebanyakan dr smwa masalah itu mungkin kita ga bs slesein
mungkin ini terlalu membingungkan gmn cara kita nyelesaiinnya
byk hal ga bs kita mengerti gt aja
tp Jangan Takut !
TUHAN slalu ada disamping kita
DIA punya rencana yg luar biasa buat ke depannya nanti,, ga ad yg tau apa rencanaNYA
kita cm butuh sabar,, berdoa,, en ttp berserah pd TUHAN

Ingat !

"Pencobaan-pencobaan yang kamu alami ialah pencobaan-pencobaan biasa, yang tidak melebihi kekuatan manusia. Sebab Allah setia dan karena itu Ia tidak akan membiarkan kamu dicobai melampaui kekuatanmu. Pada waktu kamu dicobai Ia akan memberikan kepadamu jalan ke luar, sehingga kamu dapat menanggungnya."

1 Korintus 10: 13

So for all you guys who have problems,, jangan prnah mikir kalo lu ga bs ngadepin smwa ini
TUHAN pasti ga akan pernah ngasi pencobaan melebihi kekuatan qta en 1 more think ..
HE has many many surprises en beautiful plans for you ~~

"Tidak ada kasih yang lebih besar daripada kasih seorang yang memberikan nyawanya untuk sahabat-sahabatnya. Kamu adalah sahabat-KU, jikalau kamu berbuat apa yang kuperintahkan kepadamu."
Yohanes 15 : 13-14

keep praying always  ^^