me, me, and me.

Soooo,, now it's time to talk bout me, me, and me.
after the long week i had my trip to Java with fams,
now i'm waiting for my next trip which it will start on sunday.
iyay! it's been a long time i've been waiting for..
and finally here's the time to travel alone just by myself ~

hmm.. 'ready or not, i MUST en SHOULD be ready for this !!'
that's my motto for now. why???
why oh why, bcoz it's 2 days left for me to go.
the day after tomorrow is the time for Europe Trip !
surely,, i'm pretty excited for that and can't wait for it..
come on support me !!! yaaaaaa............

ohh well .. oh well ..
what will i do there?
my trip will be start in Norway from 28th of June till 2nd of July, 2009
then i'll go to Sweden from 2nd till 28th of July, 2009
buutttt i really hopei can go to Copenhagen, Denmark after 23rd of July, 2009
aaaa damn excited but a bit afraid.. I know it's gonna be okay for everything ^^,

thanks guys for your support :))

Java Trip

hey hey heyy !!
soo here's the rute: Solo - Ponorogo - (Solo) - Jogja - Tegal

let's start from Solo..
woke up at 2.30am, prepare for everything, and gone at 4am
then loooonngg looonngg trip to the destination,
but we stopped in Semarang to eat lunch (3 menu, crazy!)
after that gone to Solo, yippie FINALLY hahaha.
we stayed in 'Lor In' which is soooooo COOL HOTEL !!
LOVE IT yoo.. big, nice, and so many bule stayed there :D
umm just for the info if the pool is where the 'OB TV' have a shoot for the opening film
ohh well back to the topic again
took a bath, took a rest, and out for dinner yeyy
keyy this was the stupid things happened hahahaha kinda funny
we used the GPS, but that's such a stupid GPS lols
with so many languages we tried and so many stupid words we've heard lols
at night we back to the hotel and have a rest ;)

the next day, swam with fams at the hotel and also breakfast
cool pool, LOVE it ~
went around solo to buy some souvenirs and foods also hehe
and we went to my 2nd mom's house a.k.a Ie'Tju ^^
badly we just stayed there for an hour cause they had to go
and my family had to go also to Ponorogo to meet some others families
arrived at the hotel, took a nap and took a bath also hihi
dinner is waiting in Madiun hahaha such a delicious Pecel there
back to the hotel and meets some others families as my aunties ;)
then what ?? hahahaha damn crazy aunties, we went out for another dinner hahaha
for closing of this day, we back again to the hotel and slept

now is talking bout the 3rd day..
Woke up in the morning although we were so late to go
went to errrrr mom's cousin house and meet some others *long* cousins
after that went to the graveyard for 'nyekar' to my grandiess
and what's next ?! EAT AGAIIINNNN hahahaha
many many foods we got before we back to Solo only to meet my 2nd mom again yey
took some pictures although I couldnt take a pict of my mom's daughter
hmm.. finally we went to Jogja and had dinner together with my auntiess
yummy but slowly but sure ! haha
ohh well we're back to our hotel at Saphir Hotel :)
sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep to end this day haha

anddd today..
the next day in Jogja late for swimming then just go to pick my aunt's family up
went out for lunch at the mushroom resto yippie, soo yummy en full !!
back to aunt's house and have some shopping wohooo i'm happy ^^
then back again to hotel, swam for a sec, annnddd do nothing just being ol like this
ohh anyway, have a stupid story bout my cousins haha but sorry its in Indonesian
td pagi sempet nunggu di rumah Ie'C en ktemu ma anaq2nya
yg gde c dah knal, tp yg 2 kecil2 itu masi umur 2 thn en 4/5 thn
nahh ini yg sulid knalin diri gw k mrk krn mrk masih asing ma qta
ptama2 ya cm diem2 aja, tp lama2 gatel jg, akhirna gw ajak maen perang2an
mreka gebuk2in gw en ktawa2 bareng haha akhirna bs nurut ma gw
for me who likes kids very much, yaa sangat amad snenk bs bqin anak kecil ktawa
lucu bgt pula muka mrk klo lagi ktawa ktiwi hihi
gonna miss u, Veve en Ian ;)
fighting is the alternative to make kids know you hahaha ~
now i'm ready to go to bed..
nights everybody !!

to be continued..

thanks ;)

first of all I wanna say THANKS SO MUCH to:
1. my LORD GOD
2. parents
3. Belle Meisje
4. teachers
5. friends

hmm sangat mudah emank bwad ngmg pgn ceped2 klr dari SMAK 5
itu yg kami alami ktika saat2 ulangan, tugas, en ujian dtg ke kita
tapi skarang, justru betapa susahnya bwad say goodbye to SMAK 5
byk bgt yg dah gw alami slama masa skola, tpatna pd masa2 SMA kita

dari kelas x2 ~
what can i say for this class?! I do really proud to be in this class :)
You all such the best for me.. kbahagiaan awal gw slm di SMA gw dpt di kls ini
kelas yg luar biasa, ga cm dr persahabatan tapi kekeluargaannya
kelas yg luar biasa krn punya banyak kenangan2 tak terlupakan
dari kenangan2 pahit sampe kenangan2 indah yg qta alami bareng
ga bisa dipungkiri jg klo smwa itu jg atas bantuan guru2 di skola, slaen Our Beloved GOD
kelas yg berada di lt.4 en diujung sendiri en punya jendela m'hadap k SMPK 4
kelas yg bisa di bilang SERU GILAKK !! hahaha..
thanks guys for everything ;)

lanjut kls xis3 ~
sbuah kelas di lt.2 pojok deket WC en deket dapur !! haha.
ptama masuk kelas ini, rasanya hampa, sepiii, garink, en gtaw lg dehh
awalna sedihh bgt mrasa pisah sama tmn2 dr x2 yg kbykan msk ipa,
tapi gw jg patut bersyukur gw ada di kelas ini
wpun qta ga bs nyatu banget banget, tapi gw byk belajar dr kalian
byk kenangan jg yg gw dapet dgn canda tawa en kbosanan tyap hari
duduk diantara pria2 itu dan slalu jd bahan contekan wkwk
1 hal yg gw bilang hebad adlh kita bisa ke Bandung wpun cm bbrp
pdhl qta bkn sbuah kelas yg kompak banget en bs pegi rame2
tapi ini sala 1 yg patut gw syukuri ada di kelas ini
thanks guys ;)

trakhir xiis1 ~
hmm.. ktika awal ngebaca nama anak2nya,, oke lahh wpun rda brutal haha
senenk bgt bisa masuk di kelas yg rame rusuh en tukang cari mslh
ditambah pula yg rata2 ips slalu palink rendah wkwk maap pak, buu
disini gw mnemukan tman2 baruuu, tman2 main menggilaaa, tman cabut mlm2,
tman makan di ropiittt, tman blajar baruu, tman haha hihi, en tmn utk dikerjain hahaha
kalian smwa berharga bwad gw..
dr wkt itu qta bikin klrga *super*, remember?! It's fun! ahaha
disini pula gw bljr jadi dokter cinta amatiran wkwk byk kisah cinta di kls gw
ga cm dari para lelaki, tapi jg para wanitanya sampe akhir kls 3 ini
seruu.. dpt pengalaman en crita2 ttg cintaa.. en apa ya?? snenk lah bs bantu tmn XD
byk jg ce2 berjabatan di kls qta, spt ktua osis en wakil mpk 2008 hihi
thanks guys bwad 1 thn trakhir gw di masa SMA ini ;)

special thanks to Belle Meisje ~
yahh sbuah persahabatan yg baru dibentuk wkt qta kls XI
berawal ga jelas tapi akhirnya qta bs sama2 jln, sharing, support, en slg mdoakan bsama
I absolutely PROUD of you all !!
2 little gurls yg slalu mau dgr ocehan gw..
2 little gurls yg mau bela2in dgrin gw klo lagi emosi..
2 little gurls yg slalu kasi advice luar biasa bwad gw..
en yg pasti kalian itu 2 little gurls yg udah ngubah kerohanian gw jd spti skrg ini..
kalian yg jadi inspirasi gw utk trus mau bertumbuh di dlm Tuhan
kalian jg yg jadi awal gw utk bs lebih lagi mengenal DIA
bkn skedar tau ttg DIA, tp kalian mbuat gw blajar byk hal utk hidup di dlm DIA
kalian bner2 sahabat yg *two thumbs up* bwad gw ;)
well wpun gw berbeda greja dgn kalian,
tp kalian jg supporter gw bwad gw bs bangun greja gw mjd lebi baik..
thanks thanks a lot Beqh en Kat !!
this friendship will never end, right ?! - LOVE YOU! -


en this is my last paragraph for my notes .
at last,, I want to say Congrats bwad smwa anak SMAK5 yg dah lulus en also thanks for our friendship for 3 years at SMAK5..
thanks bwad smwa yg udah jadi kenangan dlm hidup gw
kalian 1-1 jadi inspirasi gw bwad gw bs jadi lebih baik ^.^
hard to say goodbye but we shud go for the next level of our life ~
dunno wat to say lagi sangat amad, tapi 1 yg pasti..
'GOD has soo many good plans for us and GOD also will make the way for our future !!'

~ GOD BLESS YOU ~

. oh why . oh why .

hmm why is my question actually..
wat I feel is kinda a weirdo feeling
I feel different, I feel confused, and I feel weird
think of there's sumthing I dont know and I shud have known bout it
maybe this is not the right time to tell, ok then I'll wait
but the other side, hmm feel sooo different with before
dunno why dehh..
feel like we dont have a long chat again like before
yea we chatted together but we dont have a long chat like what i've told u above
we havent texted like before huff
weirdoo ~
why? whats wrong? please, let me know..
I'll keep this feeling actually while i'm waiting for the answer of my questions :(

tiring friday

wahh wahh hari jumat ini memang sangat melelahkan yaa..
soo what have i done for today ??

well today was a really exciting day for me, although i was sooo sleepy and tired after so many things to do on my 3rd precamp for my summer. Oh yeaa,, today was the english day !! Almost all of what we've done today in Mrs. Tetet's house were in English to practice our english also hehe. today we've learnt about many things.. first of all Mr. Agustar asked us about what CISV is, then a bit (much i think) info about the CISV things, umm what else ??

Ohh after that we made an activity for each group and there were only 2 groups haha cause of the minimum participants there. Umm.. My group was the 1st group. We made a little simulation between the handicap games mixing with the puzzle games :) It was such a fun game to see them who play in that game hahaha. Then we had lunch together, some sharing time with some other ex-participants and ex-staff (Australian guy) of Seminar Camp. Well it was fun cause we could understand what's gonna be happen there and many many possibilities what's gonna be happen in our camp, from the bad things till the good one haha. Thanks Josh for coming !!

It's time to practice our english with some sharing and questions from us hihi. and after that we had snacks and the 2nd activity !!! yeaa kinda funny and fast games haha. umm after all of that, we all had the R-07 (Rules of Seven in CISV) ~ damn boring and sleepy hehe sorry ~
After all tiring things we've done, finally we were in the evaluation section wkwk. At the end, we close the precamp with the preparation of Farewell Party.. YIPPIE !! We are DONE..

So,, that's today for me :)

2 hari sudah aku bersenang2..
2 hari sudah aku lalui dgn kbahagiaan..
2 hari juga aku sudah menghabiskan liburan sampe lelah..
tapi inilah hasilna, ktika aku ingin istirahat di rmh utk 1 hari saja ga bisa
yg ada aku bosan dan bete di rmh krn masalah kecil smalem..

aku cape..
aku bingung..
aku lelah..
aku harus gmana lagi Tuhan ??
aku terus terbawa dgn suasana hatiku sperti ini
tawa canda bgitu aja kluar ktika aku bersama tman2
tapi knapa slalu ada masalah di dlm kluargaku ?
knapa aku harus terus jadi pusat masalah di kluargaku ?
aku blom bisa nahan emosiku Tuhan..
aku blom bisa trima suatu keadaan dgn mudah..
apa lagi yg harus aku ubah ??
bantu ingetin aku donk bwad sgala hal yg harus diperbaiki

sedihh en capeee banget rasanya harus hadapin ini smua :(
aku blom bisa menyenangkan mreka..
aku cukup sabar dan cukup bingung aplg yg harus kulakukan
stiap kali aku bermasalah dgnnya, ga ada 1 jawaban pasti
cm ada 1 jawaban dr bokap, yaitu doain dia aja
bantu aku Tuhan.. bantu aku untuk bisa tegar hadepin ini semwa..
bantu aku untuk bisa tetap berdiri dan mnunjukkan smwa kbaikanMu..

aku pun slalu menangis stiap membahas masalah yg ga ada jawaban ini :'(

shopping friday

first of all i was too late to wake up this morning
it was because of i was late to go to sleep hahaha *3am*
but it's not a big probs to go to the mall as our plan
so i got hurry in take a bath and have a brunch
en this is time to goooo ...

at the mall, i was so confused where to go
then mom said let's go to orange, but we when to N.Y.L.A first
i found nothing so i decided to move to orange
yeaaa my crazy shopaholic life was ON !! hahaha
Here I found many things and bought many things xP
after long time in orange, we moved to Pull.en.Bear
ohhh the things are so expensive,
so we were back to orange again to buy some scarfs
umm.. then we tried to find a pair of shoes for me,
but we found nothing cause of my bad feet *oops*
and finally we had HEAVENLY BLUSHH !!!
went to shinsai - ate lunch - back home :)

so what did i get ??
- two tanktops
- one baju kodok
- one blazer for graduation
- two scarfs
- one skirt for graduation
- one dress from centro yesterday

and waiting list..
- SHOESS !!! (pretty bad and small feet huff)

sorry mom for all of these hahahaha but feel happy, thanks :)

free days of June

woo wooo it's been a week i've left my blog
en think if today is the right time to write again
hmm free days for me mean holidays, yippie !!
well lets start my last few days in the beginning of June :)

Monday, 1st of June 2009
school was de first place I went to before we went to the mall
we just have to take the invitation of our graduation that day
met some friends and planned for many farewells with them haha ~ 9b. x2. xiis1.
nyahh sounds confusing but this was exactly what I shud did
then Belle Meisje + Jessie went to my house just for change our clothes
and mall was my next destination hahaha
met other friends, had lunch, en did our singing time
sing along together with the kaputers were so much fun
pretty tiring but sooo fun, feels enjoy after we sang out for 3 hours xP
went home with Kat en had some laughs just bcoz of x2's probs wkwk
till finally Kat's mom picked her up from my house

Tuesday, 2nd of June 2009
wohoo this day was de day with my beloved family ~ x2
start from artha gadink to watch Terminator: Salvation
Beqh and Gby picked me up at school cause I have no transport that day :(
ok well we met up together there, bought the tickets, and yey time to watch
cool film with a little laugh at the beginning cause of Bayu
'good' question bay !! hahahaha
14.15 WIB met the others and lets goooo to Pluit :D
1st place to go was Emporium Mall,, for me it's a good mall
buuttt there was still nothing, just some foods were open there
ate Pizza Hut, took some pictures, then moved to Pluit Junction
walked across from the Emporium with some laughs en did some crazy things
took some photos at the Pluit XXI hihi
en finally we went to Pantai Mutiara for dinner
we ate at the Oceanic Cafe with a little surprise for Bayu at de end
so many laughs we had and so many things we talked
thanks for the time guys :D

Wednesday, 3rd of June 2009
school again, school again, huff just for give back the confirmation
picked odie up at school jg siey and met Gun suddenly haha
then we weeeenntt to pick Vina en Gby to Beqh's house together :)
Fun time with a tiring body for me, a bit sleepy at that time
watched HSM3 and had some chit.chat with 'em
time to go at 16.35pm, we all went to the mall hehe
I met some other gurls from xiis1 for our 1st time being 2gether
had dinner, give chance to Vonny to ride the Flying Fox hahaha, and karaokeee !!
sang all together again with some fun en some laughs

thanks for these days..
thanks for these happiness I've got..
thanks also for today that I can take some rest for my body..
what's next ??