mature

drmn sihh org bs dinilai klo dia udah dewasa ??
sejak kpn jg mrk bs dikasi kebebasan ??

gw ngrasa,, bonyok gw sgt telat menilai kdewasaan dlm diri gw
yaps dat really right that i have a baby face
tp apa kepribadian gw jg se-baby muka gw ??
am i not mature yet ??

just a simple example,, it's bout my sist  ~~
(bkn mxd gw ngebandingin, tp inilah kenyataannya)
6 SD - my sist was allowed to go to de mall with some friends, and i wasn't
sikon: smwa tmn2 gw dah byk bgt yg sering jln2 k mol sdangkan gw blom prnh k mol brg tmn2
1 SMP - mrk br ngebolehin gw jln k mol brg tmn and itu pun berawal dr mkn2 bday tmn

skrg di saat gw dah 17 taon ++
br deh smwa dibolehin ma mrk
hampir smwa kebebasan gw rasakan ~
br gw mrasakan indahnya keadaan di luar sana

but wat had happened tonight ??
wats wrong with my parents ??
weird things happened to me ..
dl jam11 gw br dicariin, tp skrg jem11 dah harus d hums
ada apa sihh ??
ini itu ga bole,, ini itu byk alesan,, de el el
hate it .!
hmpf  :(

conclusion:
so,, am i not mature yet ???