Dear GOD,,

well today is Friday - August 1st '08,,
i had a super good day  ^^
thanks GOD for all of it !
had a great time at school
so many laughs
so many happiness i've got for today
went to Pete's bday dinner
en went to Ropita with the church's friends
it's been like 9 years ago was our last gathering
now finally we can do it again :)
what was special in Ropita ??
it's kinda funny en amazing cos this moment
i was talked to Acim bout our last gathering en it was with Vani
no need a long time,, suddenly Vani came from outside the Ropita
en WOW !! we had fun time en much talks there
Vani isn't live in Gading anymore,, she moved to somewhere near UPH haha
then Dee said if she was dreaming that she was with me in the church en suddenly Vani came en join with us for some talks
so for me,, it's AMAZING !
it's really really unbelieveable ~~
It's 1 of GOD's beautiful plans for us ..
thanks GOD for this amazing experiences  :)

but then,,
when i got home en online
i found gby called me in msn en talked bout vina
Oh GOODD !!
i really stressed to think bout it
it's kinda nearly the day en we don't have any idea for her surprise
the schedule is full ..
so it's hard to think bout the surprise too
i'm so sorry i can't come to ur party soon,,
i'm so sorry if we don't get any idea for ur surprise,,
i'm so sorry for everything !
so now, we still don't know wat we're goin to do for the surprise  :(
help me, GOD ~~

not just 2 of that ..
i wanna pray for my school
i was thinking bout my school next week
i'll miss a lot things in Jakarta
friends.. school.. exams.. partiess.. etc..
that's all are on my mind now
really confused to say 'OK!' for this kinda probs
absolutely i'm gonna miss all of it
i shud work so hard for my school,,
i shud study more harder for my exams,,
i shud allow (merelakan) to miss all of that,,
en many many more that i shud do
PERGI PENUH BEBAN ~~

Oh Holy GOD !
i pray for all of that ..
thanks for the happiness,,
thanks for the problems ^^
i remember bout  1 Corinthians 10: 13

"No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your strength, but with the temptation will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it."

so please GOD,, give me strenght to face all this probs
en let me do my best in the future after my summer holiday ~~
thanks for today ^^
by the name of JESUS,,
AMEN ..