Thursday, April 23, 2009

feel diff.

akhir2 ini emank ga menyenangkan bwad gw huff
akhir2 ini jg gw mrasa anehh dan bs dibilang ksepian
di tiap mslh yg gw hadapin,, gw bgng mau crita k sapa
mreka yg byasa gw curhatin skrg terlihat lebi cuek dgn mslh2 gw
gw bgng sjujurnya knapa, musti gmn, en crita k sapa lagi
yaa bbrp emank ada yg gw critain k org lain dan itu didgr sama mrk
tp ini, dmn mrk ?!
apa gw perlu mencari org2 lain yg lebi bs dgr curhatan gw ?
dan mgkin mrk lebi enjoy dgn org lain dibanding gw, who knows ?!

i'm not a type of an introvert person like (both of) you.
yeaa mgkin gw harusnya berdoa en crita sama Dia soal mslh2 gw
gw udah berdoa,, tp apa salahnya klo gw butuh org yg bs gw curhatin
apa salahnya jg gw butuh org yg bs ingetin gw klo emank gw sala
ga smwa yg gw lakuin bwad ngeberesin mslh gw itu bner
gw butuh pendengar dan gw butuh saran kritik
gw cm manusia kecil yg ga ada apa2nya en blom bs ngontrol diri gw sndiri
apa ini arti dr sahabat ?! i'm not up2date actually..
yg gw liat dr persahabatan org lain, gw mrasa kita amad beda & anehh
gw crita k org laen pun, mrk jg mrasa anehh dgn kita
hebad banget ye hidup gw,, ga ad yg bs prediksi hidup slaen Tuhan

sorry for this,, but this is exactly what i feel for these few months..
ini uda bs gw ktakan sukses utk mbuat gw cukup bingung musti ngapaen
en mbuat gw & hati gw menangis..

3 comments:

msInbetween said...

yeph that's our friendship is
have to admit it has big difference than the other..

yea you always can share with us.
sorry sometimes i don't reply ur sms >< many things happen in this kind of situation huff
maybe we should hang out or whatever so we can both understand what is our real deal

Ichitaa said...

lets try..
ya gw seh cm bs nyoba nyari jln kluar ndiri klo lo b2 ga ad en dilengkapin ma doa
wpun hasilna gw sering kalab ~

ms. saphira said...

hwhw....
masing2 sibuk n pny urusan sndr2...
maybe lebih tpatnya mslh ndiri2....
kmrn2 full of prgumulan dlm hati....
let say we find a time to share everything...
probably a little bit further so we are not rushed by time....
when???
figured it out later....