my weird life

i've changed a lot
dunno wat had happend to me
its kinda weird

ga ngerti d knp gw bs kya gini
gw ngrasa kalo gw bnr2 jau dr-NYA
gw brasa ad yg ane ama diri gw ndiri
ga bs dpt in feel klo gy d grj

rsana pgn mundur dlu dr kegiatan2 grj
cape bgt
tp ad sesuatu yg nolak itu smwa
gw ga bole mundur dr kegiatan2 grj
masi byk tanggung jwb yg hrs gw slesein
gw hrs nyelesain itu smwa sampe tuntas
tp knp gw ga brasa klo smwa yg gw lakuin itu bwad playanan ?!
gw brasa kalo itu cm sbg rutinitas gw
gilaaa !!!

i'm so freakin confused wat had happend to me
i really wanna back to b there beside u, GOD !
bantu icha bwad balik k jln Mu ..
pgn bgt rsana balik, tp susa bgt
byk bgt pikiran yg ngalangin gw bwad balik lg

hux hux
I still LOVE You, GOD !