hmpff ...

hate this feeling
the feel that actually makes me confused
confused what i should do
the feel that can makes me hate my friend
for me it's illogical
don't want to hate my friend just because of it
please ..
make me strong

to face all this problems

2 besties of mine

( moi sist ) beqh - gun ( moi bro )
Bestiess are very important in my life
'n i found them to be my bestiess
be my gud bestiess !
sahabat yg bs bangun gw bwat jd gw yg lebih baik lg
laff them all ;)
BESTIESS FOREVER

way back home

bring me back to YOU, GOD !
please ..
I need YOU to guide me
in everystep of my life

I dont like myself like now
but I like myself in de past

laff YOU, Jesus !

weird

hr yg cukup aneh ..
d skul baiks2 sajha
bahkan bs di blg i was soo happy at school
ist k2 td bnr2 seru n asik bgt
x2 bs ngumpul2 + kty
tpi tnpa dea . vina . hun . rama
asik bgt bs rame2 n seru2an brg

buutt ..
xorean gt, gw mulai badmudt
ntah apa alesan yg tepat
tpi yg gw taw dr diri gw itu ad 2 alesan yg bqin gw badmut

1. gw bsk seharian tnpa bonyok n dunno where to go
ga betah bgt bgt klo hrs d hums seharian

2. bgng ama diri gw ndiri
gw brasa dah bruba dr gw yg dlu jdi gw yg lebi (-)
skrg gw mls bwat xibuk d grj
gw pgnna senenk2 trus .. jln2 trus .. n bermalas2 ria bwat aktif d grj
tp dlm diri gw, gw brasa ad 2 org ngmg tpi bertentangan
cth na aja bwat kece cup
gw mls bgt bwat bantu2 .. tpi dlm hati gw ad yg dorong gw byar ga mls
sooo gw bgng bgt ma smwa ini
istilahnya kya ada setan ngmg 'n malaikat ngmg dlm diri gw huff

tpi untungnya ada yg ingetin gw bwat renungan / sate
gw bnr2 THX GOD bgt klo gw dah ada niat bwat sate
i learnt it from my BESTIE .. thanks to her ! :)
skrg gw bs dpt n diingetin byk hal dr alkitab yg gw baca pas sate
gw pgn brusaha balik bwat jdi gw yg dlu
yg taw n bs nolak sesuatu yg emank ga baik bwat gw huhu
doakan byar gw bs jalanin ini smwa ..

laff my GOD, my bestie, 'n my big bro :)

with GOD, all things are possible ! ;)

LIKE or LOVE ?!

Love without expectations and regret ‘cause life is short
For all you people who say “I LOVE YOU” when you have no clue what love is exactly! Something to ponder upon ….

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest ?? - It isn’t love, it’s LIKE

You can’t keep your eyes or hands off of her, am I right ?? - It isn’t love, it’s LUST

Are you proud and eager to show her off ?? - It isn’t love, it’s LUCK

Do you want her because you know she’s there ?? - It isn’t love, it’s LONELINESS

Are you with her because she kissed you or held your hand ?? - It isn’t love, it’s LOW CONFIDENCE

Do you stay for her confessions of love because you don’t want to hurt her ?? - It isn’t love, it’s PITY

Do you belong to her because the sight of her makes your heart skip a beat ?? - It isn’t love, it’s INFATUATION

Do you pardon her faults because you care about her ?? - It isn’t love, it’s FRIENDSHIP

Do you tell her everyday she is the only one you think of ?? - It isn’t love, it’s LIE

Are you willing to give up all if your favorite things for her sake ?? - It isn’t love, it’s CHARITY

Does your heart ache and break when she’s sad ? - Then it’s LOVE

Do you cry for her pain, even when she’s strong ? - Then it’s LOVE

Do her eyes see your true heart and touch your soul so deeply it hurts ? - Then it’s LOVE

Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you to her ? - Then it’s LOVE

Do you accept her faults because it’s a part of who she is ? - Then it’s LOVE

Are you attracted to others, but stay with her faithfully without regret ? - Then it’s LOVE

Would you give her your heart, your life, your death ? - Then it’s LOVE

Now, if love is painful and tortures us so, why do we love ? Why is all we search for in life ?
This pain, this agony ? Why is it all we long for ?
This torture, this powerful death of self ? Why ?
The answer is so simple ‘cause it’s … LOVE
It is such an addictive thing than even people who aren’t having it wish to experience it and share it with others as well

So … What do you feel ? LIKE or LOVE ??

bro ? sist ?

wat do i need ?

i need ..

some1 who can understand me

some1 who can listen at me

some1 who can be with me when i need him/her

some1 who cares to me

who are they actually ?

BIG BROTHER

LIL' SISTER

yeaa ..

i really want to have them in my life

i want to have a BIG BROTHER

who can take care of me

who can give some advices to me

i want to have a LIL' SISTER

who can understand me

who can listen at me

who can share somethin with me

is it possible to have them to be in my life ??

reborn gurl

is it me ?

am i de real Icha ?

feel like i have a new life

love fashion

care bout my look

'pengen terlihat ok'

etc ..

all about fashion

is my life now !

always wanna go shoppin'

wanna find some good dresses

some good clothes

some good short-pants

some good things to wear

i'm a shopaholic gurl now

xp

. a reborn gurl is here .