what do my heart say ?

emank gw sempet suka ma dia
tapi ithu dulu
ap yg gw pengen skrg ithu cm sbg tmen dia
tmen baik kalo ithu memungkinkan
dengan gw kya gini pun, gw udah cukup seneng
kita menjadi teman
ithu lebih baik & lebih menyenangkan ^^

tapi apa kata hati gw yg sbenernya ???
that's my BIG question.
just like my last post, i'm easy to be melted.
ithu yang bikin gw bgng dgn prasaan gw
tyap kali gw ngmg ma dia, pasti hati lgsg berubah
berubah dalam arti muncul perasaan yang mancing2 gw buat suka ma dia
tapi sejujurnya,
" i just want to be ur friend
that's much better than when i love u  :) "



conclusion:
menjadikan dia seorang teman ithu jauh lebih baik dan lebih indah daripada menjadikan dia seseorang yang disayangi.. ^^

my heart

my heart.. my feeling..

easy to touch
easy to be melted
easy to be crushed
easy to love someone,
but hard to forget him

when my heart said he's special for me,
it would be hard for me to forget him

eehm..
well that's me, my heart, en my feeling
no one can guess what do i feel even me
sometimes it's hard to find what do i feel

love or friendship ?

teman

semua orang butuh teman
tapi juga butuh keluarga

hmm..
gataw knp, sekarang lg pengen bareng temen trus
kumpul2.. seneng2.. ngobrols.. de el el.
gataw knp, gw lebih enjoy bareng temen2 drpd kluarga
rasana lebih asik en lebih enak aj kalo lg bareng temen2
wpun dlm ati jg taw klo sbenernya kita butuh sosok sebuah kluarga
yang lebih ngerti kita, yang taw bnr2 gmana kita, en yg peduli sama kita

hmpf ..
aneh skali.

conclusion:
gw lebih enjoy bareng temen2 en ngumpul2 bareng ^^

I do believe if GOD has sent the best fams en the best friends for me
thanks GOD  :)

be blessed

senangna dah tgl 1 hr lg uub
dgn plajaran ga mutu ! wekeke.
senang juga dr 4 ulum yg dah klr hasilna, cm rmed 1
itu pun ga guna -- BI  (penting??)
males jg remed tp yha harus ttp rmed huff
* ngerepotin! *

well .. THANKS GOD !
YOU've given the best for me ^^
hope i cud pass the rest  ;)

math

first day for final exams hmpf
bad night to study
cos i couldn't consentrate to study

but..
THANKS GOD !
i still could do it my best today
en i could do it well
both of them were math
thanks GOD ^^

maag

maag ..
what do u think bout this ?
is that a serious disease ?
do i have to choose the foods to eat ?
what kind of foods i can't eat ?

well, all i know are i can't eat this .. eat that .. blablabla ..
but what ?
mom never thinks bout my illness
she always cook what she wanna cook
without thinking bout my illness
she never thinks if it's good for me or not

hmpf
all i can do is just eat the foods
be patient en pray to GOD ..
hope i'll get better soon ! ^^

someone

need someone to be with me
need someone who want to care bout me
need someone who want to listen at me
need someone's shoulder to cry

i do need someone now !

~ YOU are the only answer, GOD ! ~

p.s. i wanna cry huff  T.T